What if..

Exams Out, Holidays In

2005-05-27T11:40:00.000-07:00

So I've got my results..I cant believe tat was my results..
I see mostly C5, one B4-art, one E8-english, one F9-amaths.

And now i forgot e most important thing!!! I didnt ask for e Auntie's contacts then how can i ask her for e camp food???!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!! Haiyo...!!!Now wat the band eat??!! Really hate myself for being so careless..!!My GoD now HOW!!!!?????

Hai..im so sad n disappointed..really dun feel lyk typing it all down..many tings happened today.
Eldic fight in e hall n even held up VP's hand, so scarie..Parent meeting session, Ms Leong talked to my mom,den it's lyk my class position is 36 loh..Tis is really e worst results i ever got for my entire 14 years!!! Cant believe it...

Afternoon, read "Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix" after reading for bout 15 minutes i slp from 2plus to 5plus..despite i set my alarm clock, i still cannot wake up on e time i set, so havin an alarm clock is equal to no alarm clock..

Then, read storybook till 7plus..went talkin wif my sis then bath..when i finished it's already 10 minutes goin to 9pm, maid already keep all e food so when to cook instant noodle.Finish cookin, found out my noodles has too little gravy..add a little of water to it then i look around,came back e noodle already left 1/4 of e water..hai forget it..so i dun care n eat it,very hot so i waited for it to cool down a little,when to watch some part of the 9pm show,commecial break came back it was cold..

So pathetic..after eatin watch e show till it finishes..came n blog bout how suai it is today,while typin something drop onto my thumb,i look n saw it's CORKCROACH !!! I screamed n moved my hand vigourously till it went off, tinkin of callin someone to catch it..but it's gone..

cant u understand us?

2005-05-16T16:15:00.000-07:00

He's e one who gave us piano lessons since im 11.
LOok ! I want piano!! how can he say 'STOP' NOW !!! He said he dun see improvment...oh..please!
I dun even know how to play a single piece when im 11 loh..look at me now..Grade 4..Dun he hear e differences???!!!! ITs jus tat he seldom hear us loh..he's always out at e golf course, cant he jus spend those time listening to us?? I was hoping i could get a grade 8 cerfiticate loh..look at e situation now..i may not even get a grade 5 cerfiticate..I want I WANT !!!!! Tat day u brought us to SAkae SUshi..u treated me so nicely..n even wanted to buy me a gift..i doesnt want any gift,neither do i need any gift, i jus want u to be so gentle to all of us...does tat hurt u? U used to bring me to NUH for check ups...look at u now..r u? No..u stop bringing me..n its lyk i only visit there half a year loh..cant u jus spent some precious time of urs on me just to listen wat e doctor say bout me??!! Say wat we dun have $ so must listen to him..wat is tis???!! Im completely speechless..who will save me n sis?? Im sure sis wans e piano lesson too..we cant possibily have lessons behind his back wat...no cash..so wat if my moms agree..its no use..he will suspect e where e money goes..

Piano lesson is a leisure 4 me.. i really like e feelings of playing pieces tat goes smoothly in my mind n of cos its bcos of music..in tis case i will only have band as my leisure..i still want PIANO!! Wats e use of writing here anyway...he wont c our problems..wat can we say when he stops e lesson, we cant say anything..or we'll have quarrels or even something even more serious..he shows us e signs of stopin lessons, such as not to practise during night time, oh pls..there's ppl who take piano lessons in e night loh...I envy Trica she has a grade 8 certificate..i dun tink i will even have an grade 5 cert...oh forget it i know his pattern already..his always lyk tis nv finish wat he does..

Cant u be more understanding... ??

Long Break

2005-04-22T01:51:00.000-07:00

Yeh! i finally came back to Blog n Friendster..ya,i have not been going n it's real bored 4 me..nom im glad!

BanD got Sliver !!
Should hav said sliver wif honour.Hehe..we're lyk so so scared while we're waiting 4 results loh..pHew now it's over..but i wish tat we could have one again..it was so great!! My first and last SYF!!

It's also Annie'S B'dae also..we all sang birthday song in e s'pore conferences hall while e rest of e sch were goin back..haha.She pai sen but yet she had e most memorable b'dae here in s'pore..Who knows maybe e nxt b'dae, she wont be here but over there at Canada...We'll miss u!!!

After e SYF,yining,emily,annie n i went Tm for late lunch.We secretly bought a small cake 4 herfrom breakTalK..Annie divided it into 4 n share wif us..but after we ate she said tat tis is her first birthday cake in whole 18years' life..Annie ar..u're really e greatest

I'm Back from Camp!!

2004-12-03T21:00:00.000-08:00

I'm back from e Band Camp.Well...think it's fun overall.

The games we played,the things we do together,the time we spent together were all fun.

Although somethings didnt turn out right but it's still sucess afterall.

Manage to finish the Recondings of our marching for SYF...

Well now Mr.Tan Chai Chun is leaving n going to Bedok Green's Band...think he's a good teacher-in-charged afterall...i feel tat he's just lyk our friends who we could bully...

Band Camp

2004-11-27T15:00:00.000-08:00

You're listening to the song >
It's from a Japanese Cartoon= Spirted Away.

Dec 1st - Dec 3rd
Our Band will be having Band Camp.Hm...will i survive in this camp?? Hope so...this time the camp's game looks more fun..well i hope so.And we'll be watching movies till 11pm plus.Thats for 1st day.

2nd day,we'll have BBQ in the evening.

3rd day,Home Sweet Home.

We'll be in groups of four.Stussy=tats where im in. Stussy,Rip Curl,Roxy,Billabong..Hui Jia is the group leader of my group, she'll do a good job i believe.Well wish me,myself all the best then,Bye....

I'm so sorry

2004-11-24T21:10:00.000-08:00

Today was supposed to go out wif Joan,Daphne and XiaoJun.But my piano lesson spoit it!

Well so I told Joan about tat.And Joan told Daphne about tat.Daphne can't contact Xiaojun.

I know everyone must be very disappointed about tat.Me too was disappointed,I always wanted to go out wif them but...hai

So today after my piano lesson at home..Jiashan called me.Im suppose to give her a social studies book because after I bought my books, my sis realised tat it's the same as hers so i hav to sell it away.I tried to call those who haven't bought their books, so I called her to ask her if she wan and I sell it to her.So she agreed.

Ok...Jiashan called me, ask me if I wanted to go East Coast for cycling.Thought of Joan n Daphne always used to go out early.And tat time was 12plus going 1pm.And since it was already late, they wouldn't want to go out.So after asking mum's permission, I went.

For Joan,Daphne,Xiaojun,
I'm really sorry about tat.I knew I had let u down.Supposed to be going out wif u people but i can't make it and end up going out wif Jiashan.My piano starts at 10.30am tats the time u all wanted to meet up and my piano ended at 12plus going to 1pm..and thats the time Jiashan called me at we meet up Manhong and Chaimin at 2.30pm.That was so late.
I know u cannot and wouldn't want to come out late.So when I told Joan tat I have piano at 10.30am, I didnt ask u people to come out after my piano which is 12plus going 1pm.
After a short notice from Jiashan, I know u people won't say want to go out at tat time so i agreed and went after i got my permission.

ok so tats about it..I'm really truly sorry Joan,Daphne,Xiaojun...really really sorry.But after today,I wouldn't be having piano lesson until January..Teacher went to Australia 4 holiday.

To Joan

2004-11-23T16:00:00.000-08:00

Alright I've got a message for Joan...
I'll miss the time we spent together and talk over the phone.Although I'm going to another stream next year but I'm jus hoping tat we would still Trust and Believe in each other..alright?
I know you will look up my blog..so i left a message here.Two years we have been together.It's a long time but it seen short..time flys and there it goes another year of challenge.There's always up and down in our life but do remember I'll lend u a listening ear when u're down.

His presence has not been felt

2004-11-21T23:30:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Ah Ma !

We went to grandparent's house for dinner.All of my uncles were there. Saw my uncles,being such a great and caring father, it really touched me.

Finally

2004-11-13T02:36:00.000-08:00

I finally came up with a blogskin wif music and cusor that i like..those were all cut n paste.

But now only thats missing is my links of friends.I hope u guys will tell me ur blog in my tagboard allrite? But It's allrite if u refuses.

Gone to Band today.We shift here n there..can't get a proper place to settle down.Then today jus realize tat Clariss had gone to Malaysia.Daniel too.

~~~~~~~~~end of today's~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Yesterday,I went to Wild Wild Wet,wif my sis.I've longed to go there and finally went.First it's so hard to get into the entrances.Before we could go in there..there're lots of people already there standing in many lines, very crowded!

Then,we got to wait for so so long to get onto a ride.First, I played a ride that's all pitch dark when u get in.U can't see a single thing then the next thing u realize is the exit and down u go to the pool.I oso went to the ride that's 6 people in a huge float.That's where i saw Serene from my sch.

The most thrilling was the Up slide it look lyk a U shape.I sit face my sis,my sis sit face the front.When U r pushed down,it's lyk u're jumping down the HDB flats.The whole was about to overturned!Haha..

BirThdaE BlAsh

2004-11-09T23:00:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Joan !!

Today is Joan's Birthday!! We met out wif Daphne,Eunice,Clariss and Shirla..at the Cini Leisure.ok this time was the first time watching a movie in a cinema wif Shirla..

Haz...the whole cinema was full of her comments and laughter..i even heard outsiders making sounds lyk "Sh..." when she talks or laugh..ok i bet Joan mus be annoying...but it's her when she does tat..i mean tat was the Shirla we all know..full of laughter which most lykly to lighten up the daes in the classroom tats full of stress haha...

Take neoprint was never 4gotten when we're out.We took 3 altogether.And we're suppose to reached band at 1.30pm..but at 1.30 then i realize the time and quickly left wif Clariss in a mess

We took Mrt from Summerset to CityHall and from CityHall we took Taxi to Bedok View...ok it's such a foolish thing to do tis when i realize we're not late as we still had to time to sit down and chat..haz we could spend this time to take Mrt all the way to school instead of Taxi..but nvm wat has done cannot be retrieve back again.

Its kind of fun lyk we're playing amazing race again we rush out of the Mrt door onces it's opened and now a think of it again it's so pai seh cause so many people looking..haha

~^^HappyBirthday Joan^^~

LiFe

2004-11-06T01:19:00.000-08:00

Today..I've tried to change my Blog's cusor to a cloud but onces i changed it,many things disappeared so i had to change back..today is quite boring for me...

First..there's band at 8.30am..my mom drive me to school when i got down the car there's a light green colour family car behind my mom's car...yes it's Clariss..First thing we do is to go to the canteen to find the rest of our band pals but it's empty...we sat there hoping to see someone but we see no one...then we finally saw Yining...we sat again at the canteen but still no one

Then we went up to find the rest of them..then we saw Daniel n friends...we mingle wif them waited from 8.30am to 9.15am then finally the door of 4/3 finally opened...ya we practice there since the Sec 4E n 5N were having their O-levels...we permanently kept our instuments n stuff in the nearest Art room...Thank Goodness if not by the next year SYF we will have big muscles haha...the percussion intruments weigh Tons..

Then after we settled down..the conductor talked to us more than half an hour then we started warming up but after a while he started to talk again then sectionals all the way...haiz..Boring

I wonder who creat blog...because when we write a post it's so long that no one would be interested to read the whole thing about our own affairs unless that person is fame lah..and only crazy fans will care to read the whole thing and give comments rite..?? Ya..this is jus lyk an online Dairy entries...but some secrets could not be type out and since its could not be typed out it's no longer a dairy...a dairy is full of honest and true entries which u can let all ur secrets out and not keeping it to urself still...i dunno wat u guys will think i dun even know if there's someone out there will go n read the whole of tis entries...

Maybe I'm a gal who dun really tell people secrets..or trust people because they tend to loss their promises..i'm not refering to anyone of u here...it's tat i had experience before and seen many before of these kind of things and I'm tired of it...I hate the word "Betray"..and hate the ones who does tat...

It's hard for me to trust somebody..I'm sorry to my friends out there and I hope tat u people can understands...it takes time for me to trust people for those close friends of mine who I've told secrets wif...I trusted you..it took time for me to trust somebody so I believe u people will keep it..hope u people won't disappoint me, alright?

Friends

2004-10-31T07:39:00.000-08:00

~++~Where~++~

Some Friends Are Worth To Be Kept In Treasure Box

Some Friends Are Worth To Be Thrown Into The Bin

And U?? Where Do U Think U Should Be?

Over here my secondary school life...

Its is a place where u...see a person's real true self

...find ur real friend

...hear a person's life story

...should know what to say or when to say

...know who's your friend or foes

...see a rainbow over a heart which full of acheivement...

~++~Friendship~++~

A Friend is Everywhere

A Good Friend is Somewhere

A Best Friend is There

A Forever Friend is No Where

Friendship are like Bubbles

It is very Fragile

One mistake,the bubble burst

And there it goes another friend

Are u a friend who keep having bubbles which keeps on bursting?

Then the problem is not with the bubbles' soap

It's with u..who don't know how to blow the bubbles

Starting Gear...

2004-10-31T05:03:00.000-08:00

Next year is going to be a tiring and headache year..ya..going to express may not be a good thing afterall...

Advantage.. tats saving 1 year

Disadvantage..
Although save one yr but its lyk squeezing one whole yr's de things into two yr instead of three..
There will be tons and lots of stress compared to now...in normal acad i already study lyk crazy...xpress is even worst rite..?
I will miss the daes wif my frenzs out there...people lyk Joan..Daphne..and all my classmates of 1N6 friends out there..they are always there full of Laughter and Joy...which makes my sch daes full of laughter...